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Journal 7-5-07
Monday, July 16, 2007
Esu, I ask for comments today. I feel a sense of never ending our waiting for the call. I understand mentally the reasons we are given, but I have difficulty accepting the time we have waited. I also feel a sense of lack of focus and a shifting of interest away from a group purpose. I see this as preparing to move too soon, but this second guesses the reasons for the postponements based on our preconceptions and routine expectations. I ask you to speak to this sense of dullness of focus from my perspective, and I ask for clarity and insight as to ways to refresh this. Speak to the progress of the plan and where we stand today.
Journal 7-5-07
Yes, Jess, I can speak. These are questions that others have, as well. The initial impetus of your zeal does seem to have been blunted. This is through repetition and reassessment because of a lack of everything being in place that is necessary to complete the plan envisioned by Christ Michael. This is a complicated scenario, and you are only a part of the details. Your perception of this is naturally focused through your own experiences. That is the way you function as individuals. You evaluate everything you experience through your own preconceptions and your own presumptions. This can't help but color the wait you are experiencing. The end result will be even more perfect than previously—that is to say even closer to the idea of the Creator Son—with fewer complications that will arise afterwards that you will face as participants in the new era of experiences.
My concern is your willingness to fall back into patterns we had partially erased as steps in preparing for your move forward into the stasis period and the retreat. This is just a complication and a blunting of your involvement making you less fully invested than you have been certain times when the move seemed imminent. How can you prevent this, you ask? You must continue to examine commitment to the program, and constantly hone the sharpness of your focus. This is possible through daily consideration of your role and your connecting to it. There is nothing more needed than a daily renewal. This should be more properly done at a specific time and with a specific method that serves to quiet your automatic physical reactions and allows you to free your mind to connect with our purpose and your goals within it.
I see the unraveling of the tightness of your group's cohesion since we first began to be in preparation and on call, as it were. This comes from the interjection of personal reactions and assessments based on individual experiences with the sequences of incomplete gathering. Your perceptions are based on your one-sided observations, and the incomplete information you have been given has inevitably caused distrust and frustration with the process you have been asked to follow. I apologize for this experience, although you have also learned from it. You are now in a different place individually than you were at the beginning of the request. This is progress and the only way to view it personally is with a willingness to see it as a learning experience that has taught each of you how to react if other similar situations occur. This lets you acquire more personal balance and gives you more compassion and understanding of the unified plan that is progressing with you as integral parts.
We are ready. You are ready, truly. The pieces have almost fallen into place. You see the developments of this week, even, and you see the breaking of the logjam than has begun with regard to very serious issues. Let's continue to prepare each night as you sleep. Go to bed expecting this and realize the next morning that if it has not occurred, then a more complete scenario is being prepared for you to experience later. You cannot understand at this point all the elements that go into the decision to initiate your role in this drama. The sequence must be connected and flowing easily for it to be approved in the first place.
I hesitate to give you a time, because you know that the decision is always fluid.
Let's rest well this evening in anticipation of an event and a meeting that will happen very soon. Continue to be prepared just in case it proves to be the time it must be to act.
Esu, Planetary Prince
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