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Journal 1-11-2008
Friday, January 11, 2008
Esu, what is going on? Explain why we came to this point, if you will. Explain what the delays have led to. Explain what is the purpose of all the conjectured dates that have not been valid conjectures. I ask you to speak about what is going to happen, when, and how this will be encountered. Who is threatened? Who is safe? Will we be given a sign, or will the stasis begin with little foreshadowing? I ask for answers that will be clear and as focused within our perceptions as possible.
Journal 1-11-2008
Jess, you are going to get sleepy before we get very far into this. I will say a few preliminary words, and then you should get rest.
The time of change is here, which is a better phrase than “at hand.” I have said repeatedly to you that fixed schedules are not workable. Everything is in flux, and you are right to be associating your own movement between dimensions and states of being with the flux that Earth finds herself in. Your remnants of 3d perspective are still coloring your 4d perspectives and choice of actions. This must change to allow you to open yourself to the great influx of energy that you are experiencing. The circumstances on Earth are changing by the minute and you must be ready for these changes.
Journal 1-12-2008
[Stopped and resumed on Saturday 1-12-08]
Journal 1-12-2008
Jess, this is a “thicker” day, meaning that the atmosphere around you is mitigating some of the direct energy impulses I am sending you as my thoughts. You also are in a “thicker” place, meaning you are more distracted than last night and less focused on hearing me speak to you mentally. We shall proceed, as it were.
This is a time of upheavals politically and economically. They are tied together, but the guiding hand in all of this has been the control of the banking system by a band of very wealthy individuals unwilling to relinquish what they perceive as their rightful global control. This has a long history of privilege and submission connected to their fiscal pre-eminence. Governmental design and structure has been determined by the few with the wealth to heighten their control. This wealthy few has been preserved in lineage from the earliest days of their forefathers the Annunaki. These off-world travelers seized the control of the planet’s gentler inhabitants and forced them to accept their dominance. Their control was reinforced by the system of money exchange they instituted. All aspects of the inhabitants’ lives were subject to a monetary equivalence, and time and activities were regulated to allow complete dominance. The inhabitants were slaves to their new overlords.
This concept has continued to the present day in various forms and incarnations. The elite money holders still determine the lives of the rest of the Earth’s inhabitants through economic value and legislated restrictions on the free use of their time and goods. The cabal that still endeavors to control the Earth’s destiny is locked into this conception of elitism and service. Its unchecked rush to acquire control of every available dollar or fiat produced paper certificate is preconditioned in the group’s genetic makeup and reinforced by the situations they create for themselves inspired by their own instincts. The dominance of Earth has had such profound impact on the direction the growth of the planet has taken that it is almost impossible to determine the extent of its degradation on every level from Christ Michael’s original vision.
The vision Monjoronson gave [in TM message 1-3-08] of your being one powerful drop in the immensity of the ocean is particularly apt. You see yourself as separate, when, in fact you are all part of an immense sea of power and creativity. You all are part of the body and vision of Christ Michael and you each have a fragment of him within you, whether you realize it or not. Monjoronson went on to say that your difficulty at the present is in realizing your power and your connectedness.
You each are exploring a different aspect of Christ Michael’s vision, and your individuality is the distinctiveness he gave you so you would be able to explore that part of his Universe for him. Fragmenting himself gave him the opportunity to experience infinite varieties at the same time. He would be living vicariously through you and learning all as your separate inputs came together. Your individuality is the brilliance of Christ Michael’s creative genius, and each separate life is equally honored and respected as an experiential manifestation of himself. None are better, none are inferior. All are part of Christ Michael. You all have the co-creative power of Christ Michael because you all are part of him.
Your sense of superiority and judgment are not part of your natural make-up. They are emotional attitudes nourished by eons of control and forced aggression. You feel it is natural to condemn others as less informed than you. You feel threatened by others that play into your insecurities. You feel less than perfect because you have been told by others that you are not.
You are as perfect as Christ Michael. Your perception of that state of alignment is what is at fault. You manufacture a state of perfection and try to live up to those rules because you think that is Christ Michael. That is only your perception of your limits and your inadequacies to your way of thinking. You are not willing to accept yourself as you are embodied, or even take the time to find out exactly who you are and what your perfect state feels like.
Christ Michael is all of you and is constantly learning and experiencing life as you live it. He is not fixed perfection. The life of the Universe of Nebadon is lived through growth and making choices to explore the options that present themselves. Life is connection. Life is movement. Life is realization that all is part of one whole that is constantly in flux. You cannot determine the future because it has not been created. As I have said before, only possibilities exist for your choices. You determine what is manifested and Christ Michael learns from that choice.
I speak of you in microcosm, but the same principle works through the whole Universe. Nebadon began as an idea of Christ Michael’s that was made manifest through the help of his spirit consort Nebadonia. All the vastness of his creation is designed for him to learn and explore his idea of creation. All the elements he has created are tools to find out the possibilities of his idea. This continues and seeks to experience every variation possible, which includes variants of connection and separation from the unity of Christ Michael’s created idea.
The approach of the dark was allowed as a variant. The participants were created equally lovingly to provide the conflict such a contradiction offered. The struggles man has undergone on Earth were unique and provided a laboratory of experiences that has happened no where else. The possibility of man overcoming the control of the dark was conceived and set in motion. The parameters of this victory were unknown but were accepted as yet another exploration of the infinite possibilities Christ Michael could draw upon to learn through his creation.
This cycle was always circumscribed, however, with a limit imposed by other more galactic processes that were interconnected with the experiences of Earth. When time came for these to progress, Earth had to progress with the rest of its galaxy. This is as if there were circles of experiences within circles of experiences within circles. Each was bound by the limits of its enclosing perimeter and could go no further beyond pre-set limits.
Earth has now reached that limit. As is the case with any shift into a new position or move into another sphere of activity, the participant must be prepared and ready to make this move. This involves physical, mental, and spiritual preparation and attunement to a new system. This process is designed as a means to move closer to unification with Christ Michael’s vision of this Universe. This involves awareness of connection with Christ Michael through your inner awareness of your self. You know you are linked and you know your decisions and choices are aligned with Christ Michael. It doesn’t matter what others determine to be their own personal view of Christ Michael’s truth. Your truth is what Christ Michael tells you is your truth. You weigh the value of other truths in comparison with your own.
There is no judgment of one truth over another because all is Christ Michael’s truth. A perception can and will be colored by individual preferences and preconditioning, however. Reactions are also usually colored by personal preferences or insecurities. Unless you accept a clear view of the parameters of your own individual truth, you are torn by outside input and the perception of other’s power. You have limitless power in your truth and the way you use it, and your role as Christ Michael’s representative is to recognize this truth and use this connection with him.
I say all this to comment on dueling channelers and misperceiving lightworkers. Everyone is at their own place in individual awareness of connection with Christ Michael and no one is winning the race or is in a better position. All are learning and perceiving, and it is paramount that this be recognized. It is also paramount that you learn and perceive who you are and not depend on any outside source to provide your information.
Writings or examples can provide information to bolster your perceptions, but they cannot replace your own inner awareness. Clinging to outside sources indicates a lack of assuredness inwardly. That must come first, and it is easy to find this.
The dates and the proof you seek are ephemeral crutches you don’t need once you are aligned with Christ Michael through your own inner awareness. You understand your purpose, and you see how it should manifest itself within the context you inhabit. Events are happening based on the manifestations you create. These events are further affected by events happening beyond your awareness. Nothing is set in stone. That part of the [Kuthumi] message was correct. Nothing is in granite and only possibilities exist. Possibilities may seem concrete to you in your current perceptions, but, let me tell you, they are not in higher and more refined levels of energy connection. The sense of concreteness and solidity is characteristic of your exiting sense of perception. Realty is constantly becoming more malleable and adaptable to your own sense of proportions and needs.
Jupiter has been set in motion despite what the pundits tell you, and this will manifest at some point soon as a means to push the Earth into a new level of energy intensity and refinement. The rest of the solar system you inhabit rejoices at the possibilities of your joining with them more opening and knowingly. It is not important in the big picture when the banks collapse and who wins the primaries. The energy exploited in those struggles is wasted. The important event looming ahead is the birth of a new existence that allows you to achieve your true sense of self as a loved part of Christ Michael.
Esu, Sananda and Planetary Prince of Urantia
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